Archive for November, 2009

The Impartial Observer

Tuesday, November 10th, 2009

I’d like to apologize to Thomas Nagel, because I’m about to horribly misinterpret his words to discuss something only tangentially related to the point of the article I’m citing.
It makes me sound smarter if I cite a philosophy article instead of just rambling.

In theoretical reasoning objectivity is advanced when we form a new conception of reality that includes ourselves as components. This involves an alteration or at least an extension of our beliefs. In the sphere of values or practical reasoning, the problem is different. As in the theoretical case, we must take up a new, comprehensive viewpoint after stepping back and including our former perspective in what is to be understood. But here the new viewpoint will be not a new set of beliefs, but a new or extended set of values.
- Thomas Nagel, The View From Nowhere

Summary for people who like reading understandable things:
When making judgments about what’s “right” in the real world (as opposed to the theoretical if-there-were-only-two-people-and-one-of-them-is-a-masochist world) we can’t simply toss out our personal set of beliefs. We can step back, try and be all inclusive, but at the end of the day we’re going to be viewing the same set of facts we were before. We’re just pretending to ignore the values we normally hold.

Journalists are asked to do this every day. Journalists have to be impartial in approaching a story. Personally I’ve learned to remove myself from making judgments on any current state of affairs; always play the devil’s advocate if it seems too difficult to hold in a personal opinion. When pushed, I can defend pro-life, pro-choice, and pro-wrestling. I’ve gotten good at it and I like feeling that my opinions are maleable - I’m always willing to accept a better idea if it’s presented to me appropriately (at least, that’s what I tell myself).

Not my best shot, but it gets the point across.

Not my best shot, but it gets the point across.

After the September 24th walkout I found myself a little frustrated. Not that I could or could not openly support the walkout, but because so many of the people I work with were willing to flagrantly disregard the impartiality which is expected of a journalist. Even if it seems completely reasonable, a journalist has to remove themselves from the equation and try and understand the situation from all perspectives.

Now, if I left it at that (me=right, others=wrong) that’d be a little hypocritical. But when I tried to get the other opinion (that of the “opinionated journalist”) the conversation was generally … well:

Me: You know that it’s not exactly ethical for a journalist to take a stand on this issue, right?
Opinionated Journalist: Yeah, someone else already told me that.
Me: I mean, you can have an opinion if you want, just don’t wear the giant t-shirts decrying your support. Or carry big signs. Or burning effigies. That kinda thing.
Opinionated Journalist: I don’t really care. I support this issue. I don’t care if people know it.
Me: Oh.
Opinionated Journalist:
Me:

I’ve thought about it before. I’ve thought about it since. And I’m thinking about it again, with the November 18th strike coming up (which, oddly, seems to be related to the Remington Rand strike, though I don’t understand how).

The future of journalism is up in the air (no shit). Bloggers are openly opinionated, and that’s now a major source of information for segments of the population. Fox News and MSNBC aren’t exactly “fair and balanced” (though if you ask anyone of a strong political persuasion, they’ll usually say that their side is perfectly legit). Frankly, maybe we’re reaching a point where journalists take sides on issues. As long as they’re informed and willing to consider both views (see: NOT Fox News or MSNBC), I can think of worse things in the world (see: Fox News or MSNBC).

But that still seems wrong to me. So I’m proposing (to myself and the random spam-bot that still checks this blog) a middle ground: if a journalist wants to be opinionated, go ahead. Take a stand for what you truly believe is right. Hell, go out, protest, get involved, burn effigies and all that jazz. Hunter would be proud. But for fuck’s sake, don’t cover what you take a stand on. You don’t get to have your cake and eat it, too. As soon as you decide to take a side, you’re no longer impartial. You can still tell yourself that you have the “right” idea, and I hope for your sake that you do. But there’s enough blatant bias in the media. Don’t fuck up my job because you can’t seem to unbunch your panties.

I have opinions. I am not objective. But I don’t think there’s a “right” or “wrong” and I’m damn well going to do the job of a journalist from as unbiased a position as possible.

Where The Fuck Have I Been

Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009

Sub-title: Where The Fuck Did I Go
Sub-sub-title: Why The Fuck Do I Feel Like Updating Right Now

I feel like things have happened in the past few months. Not particularly interesting on the face of it, but certain amounts of *gasp* maturity … or at least a false perception of it. I seem to recall summarizing it pretty well a few months back in an email:

Excerpt from email to Gill
I got back into the swing of things and, though I’m still unable to get myself to start writing a paper more than 12 hours before it’s due, I kind of have a feel for what this whole “school” thing is again. Not sleeping enough, spending a lot of time procrastinating, then getting lost in thought over a pitcher of some shitty overpriced beer and ruminating over metaphysics (yes, I’m taking a metaphysics class) for the next few hours.

I’m taking a full load of philosophy courses, which means I have a consistent onslaught of reading I don’t do and thinking about shit waaaay too hard that I can’t seem to help and then I find myself needing to write 5 pages in the next 8 hours and haven’t chosen a topic to write on yet.

Then there’s the photo stuff, which I actually enjoy doing. But the news in Berkeley … well, it’s certainly not the same as Cape Town. When you can go to a several-thousand person rally and actually expect there to be no violence (and then be proven right) … that’s just boring. I mean, it’s cool. But it’s boring.

So what am I doing now (see: procrastinating from now) that makes me feel like updating this thing for the first time in I-don’t-want-to-count-that-many months? I was looking at fellowship applications. Specifically the Dorothea Lange fellowship. Which has in info session in half an hour. Which I want to go to. Which is kind of pointless, seeing as I’m a lowly undergrad who can’t apply for it. Which is bull, but what the fuck am I supposed too do about it.

It’s not that I need the money (though it would be nice). It’s that I want the motivation again. An excuse to constantly shove my nose into nitty-gritty-shitty situations and take pictures.

Morning in the park

Morning in the park

I was working in People’s Park, but that kinda slowed up what with schedules and some drama and some bullshit. I’d like to jumpstart that. I’d like to jumpstart anything really.

Making through the regular grind is easy enough. Being a student … well, it turns out it’s actually pretty fucking easy when you don’t work 40+ hours a week. I will pass my classes. I will graduate. I will get my shit together and find a way to take pictures. I will finally update my portfolio (oops … fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck).

It’s just a pain in the ass doing the in between.

So my reason for updating (is that what I was getting at?): maybe if I can update this more often I’ll find myself more motivated. Though I doubt it. But fuck it … it’s better procrastination than watching old episodes of SG-1 on Hulu. It won’t always be photos. It won’t always be my work … but at least it’ll be somewhere to organize thoughts. Isn’t that what this whole internet thing is supposed to be about? Self-indulgence?

Zim

Zim

I’d like to get back to doing what I do well.